This month has been a rough one for me.  Basically, I miss my dad.  I just find myself doing nothing but thinking of life with him and how we will deal with life without him.  The month of June had/will have many firsts:  First anniversary without pop, first birthday without pop and the first father's day without pop.  I have been in a funk all month and it is a combination of things but I think this Sunday, Father's Day, is really getting me down.  I know in my heart that my loving wife and 3 beautiful children will help me through the day.  As I have posted many times in my blog and on Facebook, the Lord will see it through...I just need a little more faith. 
As I typing this I look down at Tori and what is she doing??  Sleeping on the floor.  She didn't want daddy to hold her because she wasn't tired.  I put here down and start typing and she is sawing logs.  It is little things like that just make me smile.  Well I guess i need to take her to bed.  I am going to say that she will sleep in her bed for about 16.5 minutes before waking up. 
He replied, "Because you  have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small  as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to  there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."  Matthew 17:20
Thursday, June 17, 2010
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